I don't need you so don't push me you fucking bitch!

I don't know whats wrong with me again. I skipped school today again and i felt like it's the end of the world for my studies. When i goes to school. I don't learn much. All we do is wait for time to go home. And we can go out shopping and slack. I want a study mate. But it seems that all my friends are just plain lazy at studies like me. Hais. When do you hear me hais right? Omg. I'm so depressed. And work is making me skipped school the most. Reaching home late when closing is not done to perfection and need to clean up even more. Reached home. Shower and surf the net. It's like a drug to me already. Surf till when the time i yawn is like 1-2pm. Needing my 8hrs sleep. But was cut to 6hrs everyday. My eye bags can kill a fly already. When it's squeeze between. Tell me what i should do can? Cos i really don't know already. :( I'm like killing myself when i'm trying to help myself.