I guess the fake mask is dropping off.

The truth is. My classmates in school just don't understand the feeling of having work and school. I have 2 jobs somemore. I've always been tired in class. But when my friends entertain me. That's the best thing in the world. I'm always rushing off to work. When my timing of work and school ends is just like 1hr apart. And i've always been skipping one hour of work just to walk slowly and taking the longer trip of bus back with them. I've always been the understanding one. But when jokes turned into argument. I guess that no one is going to wave there white flags. I have always love hanging out with my friends. Staying at each others house till the time i have to go for work. They always tolded me. "don't go to work la, stay and accompany us". I have skipped ton of working shift already. What else do they want from me? I had a drift with my classmates. And i didn't want to go to school. Usually when i didn't go to school. My phone will be flooded with smses and missed calls. I only have 1sms sended by Best Friend and a missed call by Le Le. Best Friend always know when i didn't goes to school. I think that was very thoughtful. I wants to go to school. I love school so much. There was such awesome classmates. But the friendship seems to be ending one by one. Just feel like breaking down. I'm really tired. So tired that i can sleep for 365days. With the problem now. I don't mind not waking up just to avoid the problems.