It have been a week since i last went to school. Damn it!

Ok, i think that I'm burning my own education away. 1 damn week have past. And i think that I've missed so much in school. I don't know why. But the urge of going to school is not there. Not like times when i was in twss. The urge of seeing my classmate or twssco member seems to be the best reason i goes to school. Not for the studies.

It's not like i don't wish to see my classmates. But my clique seems to be falling apart. Jeffrey doesn't come to school often. He is worst than me ok. He once didn't come for two weeks. Stella is like a month since she last came? And don't make me start talking about Manfred. Wei siang, Zhi rui and Alvin goes to school everyday. But all they do is play psp games. Flirting with girls through smsing. Hais. And all I'm left with is Syazwan. He always lend me his psp to watch Korean MVs. It's getting quite boring of it already. I'm like so sad can? Me and my friends didn't talk like we use to already. People change when time changes. Nothing can prevent that i guess. :'( If only everything turn out the way i want it. I'll be great!

I have to be more serious in my school work. That's what all my friends tell me. But whats the point of being attentive during lesson when the teacher is the one that doesn't know how to teach properly. I guess i can't blame the teacher now. Have to blame myself for not studying hard before. No one really understand. I better mug up. I SHOULD! AWAITING.