Through the tough times in life. Just tell yourself that life is never fair to anyone. And it won't be. So live with what you have or die with it. Growing up is inside the process. Fighting!

Have been staying at my new home for more than one week already! Getting used to it. Great! But there are somethings that still remains the same and will never change. And thats the scent of the love from my parents. They are getting older and older by the day. White looking more and more bleach. It hurts my heart to see them like this. Problems that comes up when they are getting old. Pain and forgetful memories. When can i grow up and not needing them to worry about me?

I went out with my mummy today! Town with her! It have been such a long time since i hang out with her! We went to Plaza Singapura first! I just accompany her through her walk as she really love shopping! Buying more and more things for the new house. Mum know that i can't bear my old house. I really miss it. Shes trying to make it more homely! Thanks mummy! Brought mum to Ashton for dinner, i really love the food there. And i know my mum did too! Went for more shopping after that. Accompanying her makes me happy! Love my mum alot!

Went home after that. I realize that i haven't been helping out alot at home. So i helped with the cleaning work at home. The feeling of cleaning the house was different. I'm too used to my old house already! Change could be something good right? Just wait till i sees the greatness i guess.

I need to spent more time with my family, mummy have been stressed out lately. She keeps complaining to me. Dad wants me to reach home earlier everyday. He keep waiting for me till late night. I miss my grandparents! It have been so long since i visit them!! Cousin quited school and went to a pub to work. Worries for her as shes a girl. Other cousin gotten married like 3years ago? And i haven't seen her since then. Until recently i saw her selling soya milk with her husband. Can all i could do was look at them from far. Aunts need my help with her life and i can't even fork out the time to visit her. I'm so useless. I really need to find ways to treasure them. Before i couldn't. Miss the time when i was 12years old. The feeling of family. So many memories that i can't explain. I'm seriously confuse now. Not sure of what to do. If only i have the money. I could solve everything and my life would have been much much better! Hais.