When you thought your life is hard and you start blaming or feeling jealous about other's life. Think of how to appreciate what you have. As there are many others whom life are much more havoc than many of us. I've learnt to treasure what i have now. And i really feel blessed with all the things and my way of life is. I feel happy with the people around me, whom care, love and supports me. I can't explain the random feeling i have now, but i really felt I've grown. And I'm going to think in a more mature way. First is start by going to school more often. And being punctual for work.