Another typical blog.

2011-05-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

Serving my Nation Service now! I can ace it! No problem!

2011-05-09T13:43:00.002+08:00

All i wanted is for you to be off today can go out with me. :(

My enlistment is tmrw! Nervous!

2011-05-06T02:26:00.001+08:00

Quit every single thing in my life for NS! But not you! <3

2011-04-23T03:03:00.003+08:00

Hey i'm back! Well, regrading my previous post which sounds so sad and all, but i really feel sad about the time that i've been through. But everything seems okay now. My mind had been flooded with work and nothing else. Everyday full shift! And i've quit Carnivore already! If you guys don't know. That was my second job which is located at vivocity! My mentor brought me there to learn some wine stuff. She even got me a wine opener! I understand the process of opening wine. But i haven't tried it yet. But yah. I'm going NS in like 2weeks time and i'm really worried that my FNB line skills will drop! But i hope it won't lah! Don't curse me hor! And yah. My last day in NYNY is next Saturday. 2years and 6months!!!! Pretty long time eh? HAHA. I know i'm gonna miss them all so much! But i'm going to spent more time with my family before i go into NS. Visiting the folks! Aunties and uncle. You get what i meant right? Well, to me. Time seems so limited now. I just hope i can make it through NS for the next 2years? And i hope the world won't end because if that happens. I'm gonna waste my NS! Right? HAHA. I just got back from night movie. Watched "A Chinese Ghost Story". I think it's very nice! You guys should watch it too! And i'm going to bed soon. Have many emails to reply! Keep tagging! Goodnight!

I am what i am today, because of the choices that i've made yesterday. Never regret!

2011-04-05T00:58:00.004+08:00

I'm really really stress this week days. Just because of things that can affect my life.

I applied for my school. And everything was okay already. Till today. I thought that they have already accepted me into the school. I went for interview. Everything was good. I went for test. Result was great! And my teacher was giving me hints that i getting into my class already. So excited. But they brought me to the highest level of happiness and push my down to the deepest part of hell. Sob. They told me that they accepted me because theres alot of slots. And i got my basics worked out in nitec. But they told me yesterday that i never apply for anything. Fuck it! What's the fucking meaning of this? If i never apply for anything. How did they get my contact number, my house address and even the school i was before? I seriously don't know what they are doing? Seriously, what the fuck is this? Do they really want to drive me crazy? Because if they are. I'm really going crazy. Can't sleep well at night. I've been drinking almost everyday. Because that's the only thing that allows me to sleep. Even that. I only sleep for like 4hrs everyday? I'm really tired. I want to give up. But my ego tells me that i work too hard to give up now. But i seriously cannot take it anymore. Fuck this shit. Fuck this fucking school. But who is to blame other than myself? For not working hard in my education. I can blame no one but myself. I'm depress.

2011-04-01T02:24:00.007+08:00

My farewell letter to The Percussion Assembly!

Hi everyone from TPA. I'm very sorry to inform you this. And i'm not sure what is going on although i've already deferred. But I've just received my enlistment letter for NS. My enlistment date is 10 May. So i don't think that i can make it to any of the practice or performance for the upcoming event. Very sorry for the short notice because even i, myself was shock to see the letter. I can't deferred anymore thou. So...... I guess this is goodbye to all of you! If i still have a chance. I will be back in TPA if there is! Thank you all for the wonderful time! I really enjoyed my time being with you guys! Wait for me to be back! Meet up soon!

Your boy, turning into men.

Jianxiang. PS// this is not an April fool joke!

2011-03-13T00:43:00.006+08:00

Okay lah. I'm blogging already. So tired this few months. Ever since the start of my holidays after graduating from Yishun ITE. Life seems pretty good to me. Since the start of holiday. I went to china for 10days. It was really fun! I enjoyed myself alot! I don't have a good place to upload my photos. If not i would sure post lots of photos up here! HAHA. My CNY was spent just like this. Sad much huh? I never get alot of ang pao lor! But at least i spent memorable time there. Cheers!

I have been slacking with two of my best friends nowadays. Xiuyuan and Junyang. It's been like 2months and we never fail to meet up. I enjoyed my time with them at the start. But everyday leh! It's been 2months. Everyday reach home 1am-3am. I wanna die already! HAHA. But each slacking session bring us closer together! We always speak our heart out every slacking session. For once. I really really thought that i do have best friends. I was never alone. The few previous one i had was like using me to past time, using me to cover up their lost in relationship and many many more. But now that i've found them. I don't ask for anything more. We are closer than brothers now. Which i hope i don't regret. I really really hope.

Oh ya. I didn't get into higher nitec leh! i'm so freaking sad can? I really don't know what to do lah. Can someone come to me and tell me what should i do? Although theres still a chance la. Because i went to CCK ITE. And they told me that i was in pending. If someone never turn up for school or whatsoever. I will get his place. But like. CCK ITE so freaking big no place for one more student meh? And i never did badly what. I get 2.1gpa. HAHA. I have to say, i really regret not doing well. Now then regret abit late huh? God bless me that i get a school! I really want to study. I don't want to be someone with education! Help me! If i really don't get a school. NS here i come!

Okay. Thats an entry. I'm going to sleep now since i'm home early! Goodnight!

2010-09-23T23:36:00.005+08:00

I went to Universal Studio Singapore already!!

I went to USS with TPA on the 21st! For free!! Because i was a performer for the YOG. Each of us got free tickets! Cooool. Well, it all happened in the evening like around 6pm. Because they booked the whole place for us! Super crowded lo. Didn't manage to get all the rides. But we watched most of there shows which was very nice! Took alot of roller coaster ride! I love roller coaster la! Super fun! I only spent $5 inside. When i get to eat and even gotten a souvenir of myself! Long story la. Overall it was fun. But if i had to pay for that night. I was unreasonable! Next time i want to go again. I want to spent my whole day there with my love one! Can't wait! Awaiting! :D

2010-09-01T23:51:00.003+08:00

Had an awesome day today with Syazwan and Jason. Pretty much! Today was Teacher's day and it's a public holiday! Heh! Meet up with the two guys at Jurong East! Head down to City Hall first. Pass Stenli back her Ez-link card and head out. Sonia call me as she know i was there. And we had lunch together at City Link NYNY! After that we went for a few games of pool. And went to Penisular for a long shopping! So long that it was night time already. Soon we went to Mind's Cafe for Syazwan break fast. And had afew games! Decided to go Lau Pa Sa for satay as it was just around the corner. Had a wonderful time with them! Ate so much and shopped so much! I like. :)

2010-08-16T03:21:00.017+08:00

YOG is finally over. All the hardship paid off. I actually thought that i would be happy. But turned out. I'm not so happy after all. Through this event. I got closer to each and everyone of my teammates. And got to know more other percussionist around Singapore. Great meeting them! And we got some great IC for helping out with our stay at YOG. They have been such great people to be with. They are so nice. And even got to know more about the hardship in NS life through them.

That night of YOG was the best. Was view by 2 Billion people around the 5 continent of the world. Can you believe it? Feel so famous la. And all the photo taking of memories was great! Even got appeared on newspaper "thesundaytimes". But that night after the YOG theres interview and half the team wasn't there. Feel kinda sad. It's okay. There's many other chance. But overall. The whole team was really bond together after that night. Really can see a strong TPA. I enjoyed working with them so much! Kbox after YOG was mad great awesome! Sing and drink, eat and drink, eat and sing. It was simply awesome! I think i had so much fun that i can't bear apart the moment with them. I miss each and everyone of them already. See ya everyone! Take care!

2010-08-13T00:46:00.007+08:00

YOG YOG YOG. Everyone's talking about it. It's like Iphone in train. Nobody actually knows how pathetic it is. Everything about it makes me wanna vomit blood. Knn. Firstly. Our performance, we aren't getting any pay. Just going there to advertise our group name. And nothing else. In the end. We need to carry heavy drums up and down everywhere. Running everywhere to get our plan right. Rushing from place to place to go for rehearsal with short notice. Fuck man. We count it as performing for our country. It's ok. Secondly. Rehearsal at 4am? I'm so pissed la. Lucky they told me that class will absent us for that day as they gave us letters to be absent. But fuck. 4am? Ridiculous right? Lucky we made use of our time and bond together better! TPA FTW! Thirdly. They put us together with some fucking irritating indians. Which i almost got into a fight with. They simply pissed me off. Wanna vomit at their face. Slice them into pieces and feed ants. Everyone looking at a wrong view of YOG. It's really not that good. Only rare sites that i see there makes me really happy. Whereas. This is how pathetic it is there. If it not for my awesome team and friends. I won't have done so much! One more day to the actual. Just hours more to go. Jiayou! Go team go!!

2010-07-31T00:35:00.003+08:00

Goodbye Sonia Toh! Hais. She made such a wrong move to quit NYNY. Yah. That Indian is pretty bitch. She don't even feel bad at all. Wtf. Both are at wrong. But it seems like both won't give in.

Hais. One goodbye after another. My brother went serving the nation already. Skipped school and send him off to Tekong. First day only i start to miss him. Although we quarreled recently. But we have been brothers for 17years. I miss him badly, deeply. Hope everything is okay for him inside.

Theres going to be another goodbye. My mentor. OMG! Who's going to protect me now? Good game. Thanks for everything Mentor. I will never forget everything that you thought me. Tmrw going to have breakfast with her for the last time. I'm feeling so sad now. Everyone leaving me. :(

2010-07-28T16:10:00.003+08:00

Hey one and all. I'm back for update! I know you guys miss me from all the tag. :D Nothing much have happen. Even though there are many ups and downs in life. Life still goes on. Weather you like it or not. Forgive and forget quickly. Life is too short to be angry at all this little things!

Yesterday I went to see JJ! He grown up so big already. He's so cute! I might be going Bangkok on the week of YOG holidays! Hope the trip will be successful! It have been decade since i went overseas. *twisted fingers* Home at 1am. I took a cab back home. I board a Sliver arrow cab. I only need to reach Keat Hong from a short distance. And even the uncle doesn't know the way. What kind of taxi drive is this man? Fml to board his cab. I out of cash. So i decided to pay NETs. But he declined and told be. We don't accept NETs, NO TAXI ACCEPT NETS! He told me this. And i replied. I took cab multiple times and paid by NETs. And he started scolding me. Stupid kid. If i accept NETs i won't be here bragging with you. I was pissed. He call me stupid. And i replied. What kind of fucking cab driver are you? Scolding even your own customers. And he even claim that i was trying to fake a free ride. Mother fucker! He told me to leave all my belonging and go upstairs to get some cash within 10mins before he make a police report. Make it snappy. You are wasting my time. WTF!! TOTALLY FML! I didn't want to quarrel with him anymore. I was tired. So i head home. Before i know it. My pocket have some cash. And i went back straight. How much the cab fare uncle? And he replied. So fast got money already ah? And i replied. So do you want it or not? He told me $7 enuff. I gave him 4 2dollars and he replied wait i give you change. And i replied. I tip you for your fucking service la. Thanks, and i walked home! My favorite is the last sentence! How to complain one ah? I want complain him! SHC 6770K. Mother fucking taxi drive..

2010-07-01T23:59:00.006+08:00

Excitement at work today. Somehow for me only. Today, there was a reservation for 20pax. Me and Stenli was in-charge of serving them! Stenli took 10customers. And i took 10. Everything was going smoothly. They ate a total of 600$! Highest I've seen in NYNY Lotone! So, i sold 4 membership cards to them as they only wants the mug. Everything was ok till then. Till the rest of the 16pax wanted the mug as well. But i told them. IF! They really want 16more mugs. There will be a need for 16 more membership as per membership only come with one mug. But at a much higher cost as the 10% discounts doesn't meets free. But they told me. I've spent 600$ here. Can't i at least give a few mugs free? So i told them. Everything have been count. And the number should be correct. Something like that la. So they started telling. Before i came, your girl manager told that there will be free dessert if we spent 400$ or more. So i asked Stenli about what they told me. And she say. I told them I'll make them a special dessert but they still needs to pay. So she explain to the customer and they got angry. They even say they paid 600$ for our crap food. Like knnbccb sia they! But they were okay with me. Only with Stenli. And somemore they as me. Which manager here have more authority? So i say. The guy manager worked here long. She even shouted at me and say. WHY ISN'T HE THE ONE SERVING ME? And they even tell me i should be the manager not Stenli. But somehow, Stenli was being good. She just want to save the company cost! But even if we give like two Banana Split. Case close what. At least make them feel special as they really spent alot. They also told me that Stenli was black and they way she talk sucks. They told me alot of things also. Better keep to myself! Ps ah! Lastly they even ask for Stenli, Ralph and my name. I wonder for what. We will just wait and see ba. But i hope for the best. Amen!

2010-06-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

Went to Marina Barrage with my secondary school classmate yesterday! I had mad amount of fun! The sun, grass and water! Haha. And not to forget Zhigang DSLR! I want to get one too! The DSLR is mad chio la! All the photos also very chio! Plus the guy in red damn handsome! HAHA! Kite flying is so much fun! But knn the kite like spoil one. All don't want to fly. Fucking MIC auntie sell fake kites. Somemore 20$!! Day light robbing la sial! So lazy to update my blog already. To HERE!

Three days of off day from work. Energized! Four more days of the week left is going to be at work from 11-3, 6-11. Long hours! I like! After this week gonna school reopen already! And i really don't know how to change my body clock back to sleeping late and waking up early! The feeling damn sian one can? But i've suffered for the last 6months of school! The rest of the 6months are gonna be a slack! Gonna try and push up my GPA! Hope i don't need to spent another two years in ITE. Even Republic Polytechnic sounds good already! Gonna mug hard! Polytechnic! HERE I COME!!

2010-06-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

I hope i'm allowed to post this here. And i hope no one in NYNY sees this. But i really really wanna post it out. If Stenli knows she is bound to kill me! I'm gonna take the risk! I'm gonna update why i didn't goes to Ralph birthday celebration on sat/sun! As i had so much fun working at Hacienda!

Meet Stenli at Wheelock place at 7! Feeling damn hungry so i went to find a rear by Mac to taopao. In the end. I saw Wendy's so i head there. And before i know it. Remember the flood at orchard road? Wendy's was completely close for the week! Wasted energy. So i went back to Wheelock place to meet Stenli. All we brought was some expensive bread. But very nice la the bread!

Cab to Hecienda. Work there from 8pm-4am. Stenli told me that the feel there is like St James. There was a dance floor there. And i was taking care of it with two friends! I love the feeling. I didn't feel like i was working. I feel like i was clubbing! I drank with the customer there! Cause they offer me drinks and won't let me off without finishing it! I even dance with customers and my working clique! The music just automatically made me dance with them! I had so much fun that night la! But Stenli area of work was hell! She was taking care of customers coming to watch world cup match! She keep coming to me and compliant to me about her customer! Just like how we did at NYNY! I think she not use to it was a part timer! Manager is what she meant to be! HAHA! But i have to mention! I made so much pro friends there! And the closing there really sucks ttm!

2010-06-24T23:54:00.003+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end! And all I've done is work work work and work. Although there are days that i went out, but it's still not enough for me! Heh! I'm have stiff neck now! Pain!!!! T.T

Yesterday went for class BBQ with my primary school friends at East Coast Park! Had lots of catch ups and gossips! The food was great too! Pre-ordered! Hahaha. It's really nice to see all my friend even though we only meet up once a year! Time sure past fast. Hope that we can be friends forever! We also talked alot about life! Many of our friends had passed away at our age. Really really sad. Feel like crying for them at listening. Life is too short. Better enjoy now. I don't wish to see another friend leave the world. The broken heart from the news was unforgettable!

Today woke up with stiff neck. FML. The pain is unbearable. I even went to work. Can't skip cause only 2opening. Till 3pm i had my split. Went to LCS with Stenli and Farah! Got new blender blade and some kitchen ware. I went to some medical shop there and had my neck settled. 30$ fly away! T.T The pain is still there. But it's much more bearable. For all the pain, it's very nice to see everyone concern about me at work! Esp Stenli and Farah! I love you guys ttm la!!

I'm so lazy to blog already. I'll updated soon! Goodnight. "Ouch my neck!" Andand. Pictures can be found on only facebook. HAHA! I hate uploading photos on blogger. Totally sucks.

2010-06-11T00:09:00.007+08:00

Went to watch Furry Vengence with Kokila and Syazwan during my split shift the day before today! Pizza hut and shopping after that was just awesome! And i got another job! Shhhhh. :D

Went to AMK hub with Syazwan and Jason yesterday. Went there to catch Killers! The show was freaking awesome la! Even went to NYNY to have dinner. -.-” After that we went to Boat Quay in the evening and had a couple of drinks. Jason got wasted, so sended him home. After that went to meet Stenli. And bus down to meet Peter. I felt like i was spoil their ladies night as i was underage. But after choosing much. We went to Neverland. But i seriously want to go St James la! Damn sad that i can’t go in. Hais. But i still had an awesome time with the two of them! Neverland have my favourite. And thats live band! After the night went to some kopitiam and have bian mian and bbq chicken wings! Yummy! And cab home after that! Awesome night!

Today. Went to Sonia house and help her out with her computer. After that went to meet Sahidah and Michel at Harbourfront as they wanted to watch a movie! We went to Vivocity to catch Sex in the city 2! Mad awesome la! Meet up quite late so we went to have dinner straight after the movie. Dinner was to celebrate Sahidah’s birthday as well! Love you babe! Had a long nice chat and went to Candy Empire to buy some candy! Home after that! I’m going to sleep now! Working 12nn tmrw.

2010-06-07T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today was an awesome day at work! Haha. Opening today. Kokila was super early. She already set the whole outlet and opened the bar! So all i did was change two light bulbs. Haha. Work was totally boring as there were so little customers. But lucky i was send to bank in money with Farah. Went to Bukit batok. But it end up close. So we went to Jurong Point's. Meet Syazwan there too! Went to Wendy's and had fries and salad! Yummy! After that meet Gilbert at JP NYNY as he has a meeting there. Cab because together! Work was totally boring again! Home at 9pm. Gilbert even cook something for me to bring home. So nice of him! Haha. I realize that things i wanted the most have always been under my nose. I realize how to treasure my life. And nothings gonna stop me.

2010-05-31T03:23:00.005+08:00

I had an awesome distress day! Went to Bugis and only bugis today with Sahidah, Michel and Syazwan. Went to fish and co again for out lunch! Really love the food there. They even sang a birthday song for Syazwan as the outing was to celebrate his belated birthday too! :D After that was shopping shopping and shopping. Only brought a few tees and jeans as not much caught my eye. Watched Prince of Persia as well. The movie was mad nice la! :D Shopping even more and head to J.CO as we were all tired. Had some coffee and donuts and head back. Cam-wore in train!

Separate from them at Clementi as i went off to meet Jacqueline, Yanru and Kennedy for kbox. Kana scam again. Only the four of us went. But we still had lots of fun! Catch up session with them was nice! Anw, i quite dislike kbox as my chinese aren't that fabulous. English songs at kbox are just wrong i guess. Kennedy going to give me singing practice. And dota! Hah! Head home through cab as it was nearly 2am. Super happening day! I like. :D More to come pls?

When i realize that i haven't been in contact with you guys. Little things can make me feel really happy! I'm such a bless kid. I love you all la! How can i live without you guys? :D Photos here!

2010-05-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

Well, i am seriously pissed off and super tired at work today. Although what i was told to do was my job. But i think that this is pretty unreasonable for me. I bet even for anyone of you. Actually it was nothing much for the day. Just that the closing really pissed me off. Like serious!!

I was told to clean the MISC. That was my job as i was the food aboyer. Nothing much about that. But is it reasonable to give me a timing of 5mins to finish doing my closing?
I was told to guide a new staff to do her closing, well, that explains why i have a time limit to do my closing. So well, tired about doing two things but i didn't take it into heart.
I was told to change light bulbs? Three somemore. So do you think that i'm a technician? Working in FnB line and changing light bulbs? Maybe i was thinking too seriously?
I was told to close SectionB. Because my supervisor finished work at 10pm. Like seriously, i'm very tired. Tuesday? It was seriously busy. Do half way and want me to finish! Argh!
After changing light bulbs still not enough? Want me to draw a layout of the whole outlet light switch? And seriously the whole outlet have so many lightings! And NYNY logo!!
After dinner. I have to be the one to bring in all the wastage that can't be finish into the kitchen. At least offer help? I'm just a part timer? I'm your clique. Not your dog.

Okay, maybe i was over reacting about doing my jobs. But i didn't do this job like one day after another day. I did all this within 1-2hrs time. I don't know why i need to do so many things. I'm just a part timer you know? Even the full-timers aren't doing anything. Don't call me ace player when i need to do all this shit work. I'm sorry if i say anything harsh. But I'm so pissed off, so tired. And i have an exam tmrw that i haven't study for. I actually thought i could go home early but how early can i go back? When there are so much things for me to be done. Hais hais.

2010-05-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

When you thought your life is hard and you start blaming or feeling jealous about other's life. Think of how to appreciate what you have. As there are many others whom life are much more havoc than many of us. I've learnt to treasure what i have now. And i really feel blessed with all the things and my way of life is. I feel happy with the people around me, whom care, love and supports me. I can't explain the random feeling i have now, but i really felt I've grown. And I'm going to think in a more mature way. First is start by going to school more often. And being punctual for work.

2010-05-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Shrek the Third with my younger brother! Proud to say that I've watch all 3 of their movie! I think this is going to be there final one already. :(

2010-05-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Busy with life. I felt sick. One of the worst i ever had. Cough at least once every few seconds. I feel that my throat is coming out from my mouth. I seriously hate being sick. And with that super shagged feeling. Hais. And not to forget the nightmare that i gets since i was young. I shall not say anything about that horror. It's just unexplainable. I think it's time i goes to a temple and mark my attendance. Before the god gets angry and punish me. Really believe in those blessing and god stuff nowadays. At least it makes my heart peace down a little. Going to rest. Goodnight readers.

2010-05-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Jacqueline our dearest Da Jie Da! Celebrated it for her at Clementi Kbox. What a hyper girl she was that day. Shouting like our little sister. Haha! Fun la! Mac for supper! And home!

2010-05-11T23:51:00.005+08:00

Bojangles was suppose to be an outing for everyone to enjoy and relax. But it turned out to be a disastrous day for some people. I fucking hate that day. Knn. If i knew how things would turned out. I rather there was no such outing whatsoever. 05 May. I fucking hate this date. God damn it.

2010-05-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

Even words can't help now. My heart is in so much pain. Time to move on. When something important left your life. That;s when you suddenly realize the important of that special someone. And regretting the many things that you didn't have the guts to say out. I feel dead. Can you feel?

2010-05-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

Hello May! Time sure pass quickly when you are busy! Oh am gee. May already! One more month! Got to save even more money. Living in such a hard life now, got to save money! Lots of them!

Well, yesterday i went to work at Jurong Point NYNY! It was a really nice experience. I was the bartender of the day! I tell you, it was CRAZY! I was so damn busy there. The orders keep coming in one! I didn't even have time to gaps for air. I think i sprain my hand. Cause there ice-cream were too hard to scoop. Hope it gets better soon! Kenneth was singing praises to my ears by how i manage the bar. Shiok ah! There kitchen people are really funny too! Enjoy working there. But more at Lot1! :D Made so many new friend there! I like. :D

Went slacking after work with Jacqueline, Jiajun and Yanru! Miss the slacking session that we have. Just talk cock and laugh our pants off! I really miss the times that we are working together. Hope the time will come back again. But i hope i can go back in time to find that moment. Misses!

2010-04-28T23:52:00.005+08:00

Today was pretty awesome! I didn't have to go to school because Mr Siao have something on. Btw, Mr Siao is my form teacher or class advisor. Whatever. He have something on so but he already told us the day before. Mad happy can? First time this years i don't need to go school, not counting the days that I've skipped. But I've already calculate before i skips school. It won't fail me. Haha.

So i went to work at 1pm. Slept till 12nn! Shiok ah! Sonia (L) told me that there was some problem with her computer. And she asked me if i could fix it for her. But i actually work straight till 11pm. But she pay me 2hrs of my working time and one meal at Macdonalds! Because she was about to hire someone to her house. Which will cost her $100, but with my help. She saved that amount. And beloved Xiangyi came down to look for me! I'm so touched! Miss her alot! Meet up soon!

I've got no off days this week! I'm going crazy! Argh! Tiring sia! But i like it when i make full use of my time! And I've went to school much much more often already! I'm Lovin it!

And i can't wait to buy so many things, but i can't! Need to save money cause I'm going to Kuching Sarawak on my holidays! Need to eat white bread with plain butter with ice water! Hais!

2010-04-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

Trying the best in everything i do. :)

Life is feeling better and better already. Stop bragging and nagging about the life i have. As i think that life is pretty awesome now. With all my friends around me. Family whom care for me. And a working place with the most awesome people. I can't really ask for anything more but money. :D

Working place is down with staff now. Feeling sad and happy at the same time. Keeping this to myself. I really miss the F4. F4 = Jianhui, Jiajun, Jacqueline, Yanru and me. We got that from the boys over flowers! HAHA! But now, my brother already got another job, Jiajun was too busy with school, Jacqueline is a graduated student with a full-time job already and Yanru just started her poly life with teaching tuition. Jianhui and Jiajun already quited. Feeling really sad. And i don't get to see the two girls that often. Like sad only. I miss them so much. So much that i can't explain. I miss the time when the whole group of us are working together happily and slacking after work. I miss you all! What can i do to bring the old times back? T.T On the happy side. I gets lots of schedule. Even if I'm not working. They will call me to work or whatsoever. But whats to point of having lots of schedule. When i don't get to see the F4? Hais. But i really want to work at JP. Just to see... :D Okay. It's time i go and prepare for work. Update soon. Loves.

2010-04-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

Through the tough times in life. Just tell yourself that life is never fair to anyone. And it won't be. So live with what you have or die with it. Growing up is inside the process. Fighting!

Have been staying at my new home for more than one week already! Getting used to it. Great! But there are somethings that still remains the same and will never change. And thats the scent of the love from my parents. They are getting older and older by the day. White looking more and more bleach. It hurts my heart to see them like this. Problems that comes up when they are getting old. Pain and forgetful memories. When can i grow up and not needing them to worry about me?

I went out with my mummy today! Town with her! It have been such a long time since i hang out with her! We went to Plaza Singapura first! I just accompany her through her walk as she really love shopping! Buying more and more things for the new house. Mum know that i can't bear my old house. I really miss it. Shes trying to make it more homely! Thanks mummy! Brought mum to Ashton for dinner, i really love the food there. And i know my mum did too! Went for more shopping after that. Accompanying her makes me happy! Love my mum alot!

Went home after that. I realize that i haven't been helping out alot at home. So i helped with the cleaning work at home. The feeling of cleaning the house was different. I'm too used to my old house already! Change could be something good right? Just wait till i sees the greatness i guess.

I need to spent more time with my family, mummy have been stressed out lately. She keeps complaining to me. Dad wants me to reach home earlier everyday. He keep waiting for me till late night. I miss my grandparents! It have been so long since i visit them!! Cousin quited school and went to a pub to work. Worries for her as shes a girl. Other cousin gotten married like 3years ago? And i haven't seen her since then. Until recently i saw her selling soya milk with her husband. Can all i could do was look at them from far. Aunts need my help with her life and i can't even fork out the time to visit her. I'm so useless. I really need to find ways to treasure them. Before i couldn't. Miss the time when i was 12years old. The feeling of family. So many memories that i can't explain. I'm seriously confuse now. Not sure of what to do. If only i have the money. I could solve everything and my life would have been much much better! Hais.

2010-04-19T16:51:00.002+08:00

I miss my old home! Really not used to living here now. It's don't feels like a home to me. Place is in a mess! Boxes everywhere. And theres only two furnitures in my room now. I miss my old house so much! Although i've always wanted a room to myself. But not like this! Hais, i know i'm not used to it yet. But i really hope that my home become more homely. Miss the feeling at my old house! T.T

2010-03-15T21:29:00.025+08:00

One fine day with Syazwan, Sahidah, Michel and Farah! Our main for the day was to catch Korean Extreme Dance Comedy! If you readers have read. I've update about this before! And so i went with the four of them! First stop. We head down to Fish and Co for lunch as we were famished, except for Farah. She just have drinks and take photo of us! More photos here!

Syazwan, Sahidah and Michel! :)

And Farah! :)

I was mad shock to see the drink. It was huge! Can even share by four of us.

We ordered the Seafood Platter! Damn nice!

The Fish and Chips there was Delicious! New York Fish and Chips somemore!

Group photo! I'm such a pro photography to use self-timer!

After lunch when to had a few game of arcade. Fun la! And we went photo taking again. The HDB flat and Semi-detach house! Don't believe? LOL!

See? HDB.

And semi-detach! Like cute only!

After taking-photos. We didn't notice the time. We were late! So we ran for our life! But still manage to reach on time! Korean Extreme Breakdown Concert very nice! I love to watch again!

A photo of us with the poster na. Cause the girl went to toilet for 10mins to make up and we missed the photo taking session with them.

And a photo of the Korean Performance! They are so hot! And the voice can kill photo sia!

Went of a little sight seeing and more photos again.

Self shot! Failed.

I'm too pro already! :D

Soon, we were hungry again. So we head to Bedok, as i told them that there is a nice restaurant somewhere there. I still remember that was the first outing i had with my Delifrance Clique! Miss them alot now! That place brings back good memories! Hei! i forgotten how to spell the name of the restaurant! Bandoque?

The hungry monsters! Skinny yet eat so much. Syazwan see this surely very happy one.

Headed home after that. Was thinking of going back NYNY. But too late already. so i just meet yanru. Talk rubbish and head home! Awesome day! Love ya scandals!

2010-03-14T13:00:00.011+08:00

I enjoy watching series like this! Hi, my sweetest love. Referring to you la! Don't need shy!

2010-03-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Symphonic Percussion at Pre-concert for YES 93.3 Performance with SCO!

For more photo! To here! And you might even see more famous people! :D

2010-03-03T03:47:00.004+08:00

I've just finish watching this Romance story! Very nice! I think that everyone should watch it. I don't even believe myself, i cried so badly watching the last second episode. -.-" But serious! The show is very nice. I think that almost everywhere have their whole series already! Enjoy. :D

Anyway. I'm really glad that Hua Yi Jie is over! I'm so freaking tired after each day. But i really enjoyed myself throughout the days there. I had lots of fun. And got more exposure. To tell the truth. I actually thought of quiting the team for some reasons. But not anymore. :D FTW TPA!

2010-02-21T23:41:00.007+08:00

I have a seriously busy week ahead. As usual. I seriously need more sleep!!

Monday. School from 8am-5pm. And Fiona's house for steamboat cum chinese new year visit.

Tuesday. School from 8am - 4.30pm. And work from 6pm - 11pm.

Wednesday. School starts late! Woohoo! 1pm - 5pm. And work from 6pm - 11pm.

Thursday. School from 9am - 12nn. And work from 3pm - 11pm.

Friday. School from 8am -12nn. Celebrate Carolyn birthday! And Hua Yi Jie 3 Performance Straight.

Saturday. Work from 11am-4pm. And Hua Yi Jie 3 Performance Straight.

Sunday. Work from 11am-4pm. And Hua Yi Jie 2 Performance Straight.

Do come down to Esplanade Forecourt on the 22nd-25th. 7.45pm onwards to support All Girls Percussion for there Hua Yi Jie. And 25th-27th. To support us. The Percussion Assembly. From 7.45pm onwards! Do give your fullest support for us! See you there. :D

2010-02-17T22:54:00.003+08:00

I was thinking about changing my phone the other day. And i actually thought about buying an iphone! But many people told me that Blackberry is much much better with a little more cash. And many told me the disadvantages of Blackberry! Until i saw this two stupid advertisement.

Till now. I still don't know which one i want. Iphone or Blackberry. Sian!

Anw. Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Hong Pao Na Lai!

Korean Extreme Dance Comedy, here i come! To here, looking for people to go with me!

2010-02-12T21:33:00.005+08:00

Trying to do the best in everything i do. :) I went to school everyday this week! Give around of applause please! Thanks! And i did all my work which was given by my teacher! Syazwan even wants to give me a gift for that! Ever since i left EC1E. My days of going to school is just a need for my age. Although it is. But I'm always really happy when there was EC1E, unlike now. In my current class WL2M. I knew that it's impossible for me to befriend with them. Although there was Fu Long and Bo Bo in my class. But there was just no topic between us. Everyday during break time. It's either being alone. Or with Syazwan. If i was lucky i still can meet up with my friends in EC1E. It's okay. Work hard alone now. The hard time is passing by. That's what i always told myself!

It's a brand new start. I went to work on the 10/02. From 6pm-3am. Don't be surprise. Even i was surprise. First day of work and there was a huge event. Actually, i also don't know what was the event about as it was my first day. I manage to get a really good exposure. I used the round tray! And the rectangle one! It was awesome! I did alot of things that Stenli told me which i never thought was true! Actually, i always thought Stenli was talking crap to me. But i found out the crap is those whom never tried to listen. Lucky i did. At the end of the event. There were alot of clean leftover! Very nice sia the food! And drank white wine with them after 12pm. Was really nice. And i ended work at 3am as they were doing spring cleaning. Took there staff van home after that! :D

As how i update last year during Chinese New Year. I'm still going to update how i dislike this festive season. Family policy. I have to travel to my dad's brother place. Which is at the east of singapore. For 2days, 2nights. Doing nothing at all. Not allowed to go anywhere as well. Have been doing that since i was born. And hate it! Seondly, is when we going to sleep. Seriously uncomfortable as the pillow are hard. And the snore of the old one 7 together. Although different rooms. There snores are like sound systems. And lastly, all the elderly questions. -.-" Hate CNY la! Seriously!

Mis su mis su!

2010-02-08T21:26:00.007+08:00

School's being a bitch! I hate school to the core! I hate it when i felt all left out, when there was nobody in class for me to talk to. When my teammates are throwing all the jobs to me. And when i have no reasons to escape my project. I can't stand it anymore! I seriously feel like quiting school! But i won't! I've listened too much from my friends. I know the advantage and disadvantage!

On the other hand. Sentosa and Shopping with Yanru, Jacqueline and Danny was fun! To here. I'm going to be busy this few weeks. Hua Yi Jie around the corner. Can't work much. And need to be in esplanade for one whole week of performance straight after school! School, work, rehearsal and performance! Life is so hard to handle! I shall put all my problems aside and concentrate! Really going to be tired out! I've decided on what i want to do. Reward comes right after hardwork! And a good start will be waking up punctually. And i will. I have my mummy with me! :D

2010-02-01T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hello February! January haven't been very kind to me! So many bad things and wrong decision were made. I need to buck up and work harder for my life! I hope that February will be a brand new start for me! Forget the pass and live for the future! JX Fighting!

2010-01-30T11:55:00.007+08:00

School is the worst thing i have in life now. I have been doing my work! Finishing every job that my teacher have for me. School have just started 4weeks ago. And my attendance was. 13days Present. 7days Absent. And all i get was a pink form. -.-" Anyway. I promise lots of people that I'll be attending school more often. And doing my work. I get like morning call everyday, etc. Thanks all! I appreciate it alot! Thanks for all the kind thoughts and advises!

Weekends haven't been much of a break either. Yesterday after school i went for a movie with Syazwan! The spy next door! Pretty nice show! Made me laugh alot! Went home, prepare and went for a performance at SCH! Performance was as usual. After keeping our stuff. We got complimentary tickets to watch concert by SCO and FM 933! Enjoyed the performance alot! After that went to Lao Pa Sa to discuses things about our upcoming events. Till 12plus. Manage to take mrt to Outrum Park. But Purple line ended when i was there. So we cab to Kokila's Thaipusam to support her for what she done for her family!

Look at the piercing! Look at her hair. She did that for her family!! So touched by what she did!

After a long walk. We went to Mustafa shopping center! Had so much fun there. So many things you can buy. And they sell things at much cheaper price. Not to mention that the tin of cookies i brought was spoiled. -.-" After that went to Cut knife cut for supper! The food was superb! And home after that. Enjoyed my night with Joan, Sonia, Stenli and Petter!

Today! Went for work in the afternoon. End work at 4. Slack around and went for the performance. Second around! Performance was almost the same. More people came today! Symphonic Percussion member was hiding back stage to get autograph from FM933 people! Hahaha! I got them too. For what use? I also don't know. But i really really wants Shinee member's autograph or solo photo! But i really don't think that i can get it unless i go there and overnight. T.T Ah forget it! I just wanna see them in person now! Meeting so many people tmrw! Woohoo!

2010-01-23T23:56:00.007+08:00

Drink, drank, drunk! It's so awesome to have you guys around! Love you guys!
Yanru, Jacqueline, Jia Jun, Jian Hui, Zining, Stenli, Kennedy, Danny! :D

The Fantastic F4!

Very caring brother and sister! And look! We all have the same spects!

Awesome adults that brought me further!

Happy 17th Birthday Yanru! Went to NYNY for dinner first. Meet up at around 9. Waited and so. It was going to 11. So we trained to Raffles and walked to Boat Quay. Plan was to find some pub there and spent the night. In the end. Jacqueline's boyfriend came and brought us to another pub. Which was located at Chinatown. Crazy hour. We have to walk for around 30mins. When there was three girls wearing 3inch. Lol. Had fun in the end! Was really happy to spent the night with them! Oh, and after the night. Cab back to 302 and drank even more! Lol! I like! :D

Theres more! Just wait!

2010-01-19T23:53:00.005+08:00

Gilbert brought tequila to work yesterday. Drinking session after work. Too quite a few shots. But it was still okay for me. Yanru took a few too. She was drunk. In the end. She didn't want to go home. So we went to Joan's place for overnight. Her place was pretty awesome! She gave us such warm hospitality! She even ordered Macdonald's Delivery for us! Actually i didn't want to stay overnight there. As i have school in the morning. But someone was around and it didn't feel save for them. So, overnight and she prepared breakfast for us! They went to work after that. I went to school for afternoon lesson. Good boy right? :D Say yes you mother fucker!

2010-01-16T23:45:00.006+08:00

There was a special event at NYNY today! People from Ministry of Manpower came to dine! 19 pax! Me and Stenli was their personal servers! We made it fine dining for them! Cool or what? I learn something new today! The experience of fine dining! I really like FnB. Feel like making it for life.

Now, i regret changing course in ITE. My current course is so suckish! Can i go back in time pls?

2010-01-12T23:59:00.012+08:00

School haven't been the best in life now. Year2 sucks totally. Project project and more project. Currently having three project. The pressure is killing me. My class only have 7 EC1E students. 4 students doesn't comes to school. Left three of us. They are counted my closest friend in class now. I found out that i haven't been really close to them last year. But they still have the heart to teach me, talk to me and accompany me throughout. I'm really glad that they aren't mad about me not talking to them much for the whole of last year. If not, i really don't know what to do.

Classmate haven't been the best. Second week and i haven't talk to any of them. Had a basketball match with them which almost led into a fight. Shall not elaborate anymore about that matter. Believe it or not? I actually have a chance to change class. Just so i can be with EC1E. But after listening to what Jiajun told me. He have a point. Learn to be social-able now. What will happen next year if things repeat itself? Think about future. I've thought really hard, better start to be more independence now. At least i still can have lunch with them everyday right??!! :)

Life goes on. Work have been fun. Some problems are face. Shall not elaborate every small things. Stressful day led Sahidah, Michel and Me to watch night movie. Sherlock Holmes this time!

Nice show! Story line was good. But i think that they are trying to test our english. But we were glad that our english aren't that bad. The three of us understand the movie well! :D

2010-01-09T23:58:00.010+08:00

Bu Zai Hu Tian Chang Di Jiu , Zhi Zai Hu Cheng Jin Yong You.

Happiness. Sadness. Disappointment. Tears. I've put in so much effort in this orchestra. Everything I've done is coming to an end. Nobody is to be blamed. Come to think of it. I really miss playing in an orchestra. Won't have the chance anymore i guess. All will just be beautiful memories.

5years neither long, nor short. Taking it out of my life. Is really going to be hard. Loves: TWSSCO!

2010-01-07T23:52:00.007+08:00

I didn't manage to get a transfer in class. I broke down. I'm really depressed. Somethings can't be helped. I'm going to stay strong and pull through this year alone. :( I miss EC1E so much!

Accompanied Kennedy for his resignation. Going to be the end of another friendship journey. He might be going back to Malaysia. Might not see him anymore. Another good friend is going to leave me. I can't explain how sad i am. Traveled many places today. My legs are aching. My head is so heavy. I'm so tired, so stress out, so depress, so sad. Hais. Good night world.

2010-01-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

Went to town after school with Stenli and Yanru. Slack around to relief stress. TGI Friday for drinks and Relax Cafe for dinner. Slack at 302. It didn't seems to bring my mood up. I can't take it much longer. I don't know how much longer i can take this. This is not the life i want. I hate it!

2010-01-04T23:57:00.006+08:00

Went for drinking session again! At some Kopitian in Bukit Gombak. Drink tiger beer and had a very sinful supper. Chit-chat, gossips, jokes. I'm going to miss this life of mine. I really enjoyed my holiday in December. My life have been so happening at that time! I don't want this time to end. Never ever, but it seems like ending. I'm really gonna to miss you all! :(

School reopened. I was really happy about it! As i can see my friends again! But when i reach school outside office. Everyone was having sad faces. Cause we have been divided into different course. Specialist course. For Electronic there is two years. First year you need to learn the basics. And second year you get into a Specialist. You get into one out of three course after completing first year. And there we are. Being separated. :(

After saying farewell to them. Went to my new class. Met new people. New teachers. New environment. It was suckish! Maybe feeling it that way is normal. But i really want to be with my friends in EC1E. Break time! Went to play Basketball with my friends! I was really happy! But after that i went back to class. And they went home. But they waited till my class start! Soon they left. And i went back to class. :( After which. I went home. Alone this time. With my ear plugs in my ears for the first time. There was no EC1E. :( But soon i saw Syazwan and we went to work together! Lunch there and slack around before work. :)

I'm so going to miss them if i never transfer class!

2010-01-03T23:55:00.004+08:00

Watched Did heard about the Morgens with Sahidah and Michel. on 01/02.

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with Yanru, Jacqueline and Alvin on 01/03.

Nice. :)

2010-01-01T23:23:00.009+08:00

2009 have been a great year. Time passed so fast in 2009! It's 2010 already! Time to think through. Leave bad memories behind and leaving good memories in heart. Many ups and downs had happen. Small things like this shouldn't be kept in heart. Forgive and forget! Life goes on.

Yesterday! Full Shift! Outlet was fucking busy! Almost earn 10k. Short of a little. I was the Food Aboyer. I was not running lor. More to flying already. Haha. After work went to KTV Pub at Boat Quay with my friends. Promised not to list down there names here for safety reasons. Actually we only opened one bottle of Martell. Each of us just need to pay less than $40! Damn reasonable as my friend know the manager well. Got discount! Friend's friend came too. They opened another two bottle of Martell. And they pay for the two bottle they opened. Crazy right? So rich sia! In the end there was around 8 of us drinking the three bottle of Martell. Troubled heart. I forced myself to drink alot. Even my friends were shocked. HAHAHA! But i very loser went to back alley to vomit. But continue to drink again. Drinking with cards game. I keep losing to them. And i was forced to drink. Even help my friends to drink because they were pretty drunk already! My alcohol level damn strong sia! Going to train even stronger! Left at around 4am. Seriously drunk! Walked to some bus-stop and waited for cab. The place was so pack! People keep snatching cab from us. In the end we can't get any cab. So we waited for bus. Which is 6.33am. -.-" But we still waited as there was no other way to go back home. Vomit again. -.-" Love to vomit after drinking! Very shiok eh! Lol. Home at 8am. Sleep till 11.30am and went to work again. Late for 1hr. Stenli never scold me! Haha. Work till fucking shagged! But i still manage to pull through the day! Which was so busy. I really can't feel my legs now. Somemore i feel so hang over. I can just fall asleep typing out this post. So i guess i shall end here and update more soon! Good Night readers!

2009-12-28T03:40:00.003+08:00

Time of post edit from today. Today was a great day. I make so much friends with the customers at NYNY. We even exchange email address to facebook. And can you believe it? They were all from Percussion! Such a coincident. Enjoying my days happliy. This is the kind of life i want. :)

2009-12-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

Finally! Meet up with my family of BPP Delifrance! Miss them super much la! Went to sentosa for a relaxing day. The amount of people there can make the owner of sentosa billionair la! Chill there. Catch up sessions. And gossips about there life in delifrance. I don't know what to say. But i just listen to them. All troubles seems to fade away.

I love you guys! There's more people that came. Just that they came later. :)
I had so much fun with them. Miss all those old times! Time edited. -o-

2009-12-25T23:57:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas! Work was crazy. I was the bartender of the day. I can't tell you how busy i was. To customers eye. I think i look like a monkey dancing inside the bar. And the amount of cups to wash after the closing is so SCARY! My hand feel like they can just come off. And Party at night. Gift-exchange, food and photo taking. Was pretty fun! :D Enjoyed myself.

My happy family. :)

Beloved working mates. :)

Best of the world. F4. :)

And thanks for all the warm Christmas wishes people! Time edited. -o-

2009-12-24T23:10:00.004+08:00

Went out with Sahidah and Michel. They treat me to Jack's Place as a belated birthday present. Was so nice of them. Jack's Place was our dinner as we met up quite late. Went to slack around town. The atmosphere of town was so filled with the enjoyment of Christmas. The amount of people can really fill up singapore stadium. Seriously! And we went separate ways to buy present for each others mini gift-exchange. And meet up again to catch Avatar! The show is super nice! Rate it 10/10! Now, i'm still waiting for Sahidah to upload all the photos. :D

Well recommended show! Everyone should watch it. My time of post is edited. Lol.

2009-12-23T23:34:00.027+08:00

I felt as if my heart was dead when i heard the news. I didn't believe it. I didn't want to. Everything was too sudden. It was impossible for you to be dead. There are many things that i haven't share with you. There's a life that we sees each other in. Aren't we were going to graduate together? You haven't pass me my birthday present you brought from Indonesia. I was waiting for you. I can't even see you for the last time. Why did this happen to you? OMG! :'(

Grace Ang Li Ching Damayanti. ♥

May the other side of the world be better for you. There's a place you will always be in my heart. Rest In Peace. I shall stop thinking so much. Life move on. And so will hers. I believe.

2009-12-21T15:19:00.005+08:00

Sorry for abandoning my blog for the number of days. But i have been seriously sick! Seriously! The sickness is finally going away. I'm so tired of all the coughing and flamps. Finally! I'm back to normal. Thanks for all the concern that my friends showered on me. And the disgusting medicine that they made inside the kitchen. -.-" But the sickness was sort of like a 1weeks off for me! I like!

Now, i need to start working hard again. Have a whole week of plans that i hope to be fulfill. Clubbing, tonning the night with dota, slacking in town, shopping, Christmas celebration and outing with my love ones. I really can't wait. And i only have to work for 14hrs! Very pathetic. But who cares, I'm just a part timer. Don't expect much! And before you know it! The year is coming to an end! And Syazwan will be joining me working at New York New York! I can't wait. Seriously!

2009-12-13T23:55:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday to me! 17th have nothing to do. -.-" Happy 1year Anniversary with Symphonic Percussion! And Happy Birthday to Baky and Jun Ming! :D Thanks for the warmest wishes people!

Fiona, Syiffah, Farah, Kenny, Sahidah, Wei Lin, Han Hui, Jia Jun, Susan, Alexis, Xing Fong, Michelle, Abbey, Hong Ming, Li Mei, Kelly, Nana, Wei Shan, Katherine, Syazwan, Brenda, Xiang Yi, Zi Ning, Xing Rong, Baky, Charlie, Michel, Sufiana, Bee Kwee, Haniz, Shahren, Jason, Jun Ming, Jia Xin, Eriana, Jacqueline, Stella, Kennedy, Jasmine, Justin, Zheng Kai, Sheree, Carolyn, Ridzwan, Grace, Joan, Ralph, Olivia, Yan Ru, Jovian, Yen Hung, Maple, Linden, Mei Yi, Jing Min, Sharon, Wana, Chris, Hui Yi, Hock Soon, Manisah, Celeste, Passerby!

Love you all! Thanks for making my day! Xoxo!

And thanks Mummy, Grandma, Second Auntie, Zining, Jianhui, Jianhung for the celebration at NYNY last night! Not to forget the kitchen staff that give loads of free food and upsized! Had a nice chat with Bestie at night. Bestie have so many problems. Sorry i didn't want to share mine.

Although i stayed at home the whole day. The sms, calls and facebook comment really brighten up my day! :D I have more outing on days that are not my birthday. -.-" Celebration belated? Ha. :D

2009-12-10T23:56:00.005+08:00

Holiday life is great. Everyday working like nobody's business. I kind of love the life.

Some fucked up things i want to say about the current NYNY.

Suppose to be having an off day today. But i still went to work because there was not enough staff. Have been inside the bar for a number of days. Which is good. I get to learn new things! Nothing much about service side. As i think that everyone I'm working with is really awesome!

But 2weeks ago came this Head Chef from Jurong Point outlet. He have change the whole outlet. Inside out. Kitchen and Service. Okay. I have to say. The change was pretty good. But there are things that i fucking hate about him.

Main Point. He is making my closet friend in the kitchen go crazy. He and his side dog have been sabotaging what he do in the kitchen. And scolding him for no reason nowadays. It make him want to quit NYNY or get a transfer already. I'm seriously saw the side dog sabotaging him. Not only that. For some fucking reasons. His dog goes telling the Head Chef that I'm his closet friend in NYNY. I guess it irks them. He came asking me to do silly stuff and such. Even asked me to pay for wrong order. What the fuck. Now what did i do?

I really don't know what to do. Kennedy is going to quit NYNY. Have to say. He teach me alot of things in life. Really going to miss him. I'm blessed that i have F4 with me. But.. Hais.

2009-12-07T11:57:00.000+08:00

Went out with Kennedy today. Meet up at Lot1. He say my wearing very opiang. So he accompanied me home to get a change. After that head to Woodlands. Had dinner at Soeul Garden. 55bucks for crap. LOL! But we still ate alot. Kennedy is a Carnivore! He totally eat meat like eating rice. It's really freaking me out. Seriously!

Went to town after that. Due to time management. We took a cab. 20bucks gone in a instant. Slack around Orchard. And head to Shaw House to catch New Moon. Yes, again! Cause he really want to watch it, and there was not much movie choice. Smart boy like him never watch Twilight and watch New Moon. He keep asking me questions in the movie. I guess he don't know the meaning of the show even when it ended. -.-"

Meet Danny after the movie. Chit-chat and went home together. We actually planned to go lan together again. But someone fly aeroplane and i stayed at home sleeping. I was tired anyway. -o-

2009-12-06T23:45:00.007+08:00

Went out with my scandals yesterday! Meet Sahidah at CCK. Took bus to Cineleisure and had Pastamania for lunch! Yummy! After that meet up with Michel and watched New Moon! Nice show. More for girls i guess. *Edward is so handsome. NOT -.-"* Meet up with Farrah after the movie. Slack around Cineleisure and went to Marina Square. Meet with Jocelyn and took something from her for a friend. Dinner at Swensen's. Short post but it adds up to 8hrs! HAHAHA!

Took cab to Sembawang Park to meet my classmates. We had BBQ! I guess that my Year1 have ended. And i hope for the best during year2! I'm really going to miss them. I hope we will still keep in touch. The BBQ was awesome! Syazwan planned everything and brought everything. And all we did was pay him! Thanks for the wonderful time Syazwan! I love you! :) Overnight at the Park that night. Was really hard to sleep. Wei Siang was singing some fucking old school songs. And he keep disturbing us. Went to tent at 2. Sleep at 3.30. Thanks ah Wei Siang. Thanks!

Woke up at 10am today. Feeling really shagged already. Walk to bus-stop. Got one cheebye. Throw fish hook on the floor and i stepped on it. Fucking pain sia! Lucky nothing happen!

Went to work. Nothing much about that. I think that NYNY is still the best. I'm going to stay here and wait for HMV to open! Relax Cafe can suck my dick! _l_

Pastamania with Scandal. Sahidah! (L)

Swensen's Dinner! We shared everything! Yummy. Super Sinful! (L)

Mine! Chill Crab Pasta!

Sahidah's. Swensen's Combo!

Michel's. Cheese Steak Meatdown.

Farrah's. Beef Lasagna.

Michel, Sahidah and Farrah!
Enjoyed my time with them super much! Love Scandals!

Class BBQ!

The sight of the night sea is simply speechless! And so is the quality of my phone's camera. -.-"

BBQ! BBQ! BBQ!

Alvin! :D

Wei Siang was really hungry!

Our tent! Super uncomfortable can?! HAHAHA!

I seriously enjoyed my time with them! Love you guys!

2009-12-03T23:38:00.008+08:00

Yesterday. Woke up in the afternoon. Meet up with workmates again. Yanru, Danny and Auther at Lot1. Was running late already cause it was a last minutes meet up. Meet at NYNY. Cab down to Keypoint. Auther, Kennedy and Danny went for some blessing first. Cost each of them $56. -.-" Walk to some hawker center at Lavender. Lunch there was nice. Head to some other center to play pool and billiard. Awesomely fun. Played for 2hrs. Total cost. They never tell us. -.-" After that walked to City Hall. Had lunch at McDonald's. Teriyaki Burger was superb!

Went to Ratchata! Wasto Celebrate Auther's Birthday! FYI! It's an adult pub. Not like what you see on television! No tiger. No Heineken. Nothing easy like this. What you see there are Pole dancers, Live band, Personal waiter, Martel, Graveyard, Waterfall and many many more. It was one of the best night in my life. Got drunk and tipsy. Due to games and mistaken of other drinks. Was force by some other people as well. Felt terrible. But i manage to remain conscious. Need to take care of someone. It was really fun. *heartbroken by what my dearest friends did* It's okay. Home at 3am. Dead beat.

Finally got enough rest! Woke up at 2pm today. Mum brought home lunch. Chicken Rice. Lol. Went for a hair cut with my brother! Looking neat now. Kennedy and Danny want to go out. -.-" Still not enough after so many days of excitement. Steamboat session at Bugis with Kennedy and Danny. Stenli came too. The food was not really nice. But we had fun together for 2hrs! That's all for the day. I wish that nothing happen to Kennedy and Danny because they skipped work. Bless them.

Danny, Yanru and ME!

Yanru, Me and the Birthday BOY!

My boyfriend, my scandal, my girlfriend! HAHAHA! (L)

No cake!

Yawns!

And again. I've enjoyed myself! (L)

2009-12-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

Well. My school holidays have started! And it's finally time for me to enjoy! Went out with Yanru yesterday. Training for our new job! Before that. She accompanied me to Delifrance HQ to return my uniform. The trip was really far. Thanks Yanru! Lost our time management. We are going to be late. But we were both famished. So we went to have lunch and took a cab to Somerest. In the end. There was no training, as the shopping center is still under renovation and it was pretty messy. So we went over to their HQ for some paper works. Head to Gusttimo at ION after that. Julius treat us to ice-cream again! Interviewed at Gusttimo as back-up and went home after that.

Soon meet up at night again. As we were going to decorate the outlet for Christmas. In the end. Turn out we just went there to eat Pizza and stuff. As they ran out of decorations already. All is done in the center of the outlet. -.-" Zzz. After that the F4 just sat down and chit-chat. Went to 302 for a drink with Kennedy. Brought beer and head back to the outlet. In the end i took the punishment for losing the bet to William. He took everything he can find inside the bar and mix for me. Ice-blended too. Yucks. In the end i also fainted cause too much sugar. Hahaha. I'm so strong and manage to recover in no time! F4 soon head home. And i was the only one left with the kitchen staffs. They drink and smoke like crazy. All i do is look at them. -.- *something that cannot be told*

I didn't go home that night. I went over to Kennedy house area to play lan with Danny. Played till morning. Approximately 8hrs. Seriously shagged sia. But i enjoyed my time with them! They paid for the cab there and cab back with me. Even thought i want to pay. They ask to take back my money. They really take care of me like adults.

9am in the morning. Cab back to Lot1. Kennedy have to work. Danny went to work too. I went home to take a nap. After 4hrs. Kennedy call me up. He wants to watch movie. -.-" So i wash up and went to Lot1. Meet up with Ah How too! Watch Hua Mu Lan! The show is so fucking nice! I bet everyone is going to cry watching the movie! Seriously touched! Well recommended!

Went to work after that. Inside bar! Seriously fun. Home at 11pm. Finally going to take a nap.

2009-11-28T23:40:00.006+08:00

Here is something you don't get to see everyday! Stylo-drumming!

Today was the last Elderly drumming course for the year. And today. We put together all the community center that we have taught for the pass half year! It's Massive. Believe me.

The Percussion Assembly. Symphonic Percussion and Girls Percussion! Rock on!

Massive drumming! Massive right?

It's really massive. I can't explain by just typing here!

These are the elderly that we have taught for the past half year!

So were they! :)

The aftermath.

The aftermath.

There was a total of 175 drums. All drums were taken so there was like 175 elderly! I felt something that not everyone can feel in there life. I got to feel it. Was Great! 175 elderly drumming with all their might and power. The sound effect they created really builds me up!

Really appreciate the elderly appreciating what we have did for them. (L)

2009-11-27T23:49:00.007+08:00

Last day inside New York New York Kitchen! I've learn alot of things from the chef inside for the pass one month! Short time. But what I've learnt inside will be with me for the rest of my life!

William! He is the "Head" Chef inside the kitchen! He always teach me the right way to cook. I've learn practically everything from him! Thanks for the guidance!

He is the you know who. Auther! He keep molesting me inside the kitchen. Look at his hand. -.-" Thanks for everything. Although he always scold me. But i know he means well.

Ah Qiang! Hes really hardworking! He works for 12hrs everyday and send all the money he earn back to his family at china! He is super nice!

Kennedy! Malaysia Campus Superstar winner wannabe! That's what he dream of! Cool right. He is my Gay Partner! HAHAHA!

Ah How! Well, all i know about him is that he works in Pepper Lunch before.

My last day inside the kitchen was the best. They were biding farewell to me. I know they are going to miss me. But i told them that I'm still working, only service crew this time. They don't believe me. :/ They say that I'm going to quit NYNY quietly without telling them. -.-"

2009-11-25T23:43:00.008+08:00

Dead beat as usual after work and school today. Had so much fun at both places today.
Basketball after exams and slacking at canteen just to wait for Wei Siang that dua pai!
Was late for work due to waiting for him. Cause he is really stupid and never copy our answer.
Work was fun today. No pressure. But i hope for the same tml. When you know who is around.
Took a bet with William about cooking the chicken. He said the chicken is not enough.
But i said was enough. In the end i lost and i have to drink 1litre of Calamasi Juice tml. -.-"
Closing was specially fun. When cleaning. That bastard Kennedy splash water at me.
So we had a water fight that made everyone wet. Wtf. Feel damn retarded thinking about it.
Ah How and Kennedy walked me home after that. Chit-chat talk rubbish under my block!
Home Sweet Home after that. Really tiring day. But i really had so much fun!! HAHAHA!
And i'm going back to service. And after that I'm going to work at my new place already. :)

2009-11-24T23:17:00.010+08:00

I have no idea why I'm blogging about this. But today was the best day at work as there was no manager on service and both of the "Head" Chef was on leave! Complete no management! Wahaha! I got to run around cooking pasta and frying all the crap i feel like eating. Learned so many things today! Hoohoohoo! Everyone was crazy at work. We still did our job properly though! And it was awesome! Best of the best day at work!

Oh. I skipped school today, after 3weeks! :D

You've grown taller. Previously you were on my shoulder. Now, you are on my mind.
You've become shorter. Previously you were on my mind. Now, you are on my heart.
You've remain the same. As you have always been insde my heart. ♥

2009-11-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

DANNY! Good bye bro! All the best in the future! Don't forget to come back!

2009-11-16T23:56:00.010+08:00

Got to sweep away all the spiderwebs on my blog already.

After weeks of school and work. Finally i went out with workmates. It's more to celebrating birthdays. Meet up at Cineleisure first. Went for lunch and K-box after that. I just sit there and listen to them sing! HAHAHA! Fact number1. JX is a terrible singer! They sang for around 5hrs. Crazy right? I think that they don't want their lungs already. Lol. Walked to ION's food court. Plan was to save money. So we didn't went to a restaurant. But in the end. I order some mixed rice that cost me $8.50! Wtf. And Kennedy ordered something similar. It cost him $13.50. Jia Jun had chicken rice which was pretty reasonable i guess. Jacq, Zining and my bro have some beef soup that cost $5.50. I've been day light robbed. So much for saving money. Have ice-cream at Julius's working place and trained back home.

All our drinks! :D

`

My dinner. ARGH! $8.50!!

Kennedy's $13.50!! HAHAHA!

Gone in an instant!! T.T

Group photo after K-box!

Went to find our beloved chef Julius. Eat even treat us to ice-cream!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER AND JIA JUN! :D
Love F4! Love my brothers and sisters!
Jacqueline, Jia Jun, Jian Hui, Zi Ning, Yan Ru, Priscilla, Kennedy. :D

2009-11-12T16:17:00.010+08:00

Had two papers today. MCT Theory and Practical. It's going to be the last few papers of Year1!
Practical test was rather easy. Got all correct! And had theory test in the afternoon.
JX's weakness! He totally sucks in theory! I copied throughout the answers of Syazwan.
I understand that the rest of my cliques behind me doesn't know how to do those questions too.
So i text them Syazwan's answers. Unexpected. Ring Tones fills the air. And i busted into laughter!

And soon all of them started laughing. What can i say? I got a dumb teacher that doesn't know whats the meaning of group ring tones during exams and random laughing! HAHAHA! Tsk tsk tsk.

2009-11-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

Official first day inside kitchen. Was rather boring. Didn't learn much things thought.

Where can you find such a young and handsome kitchen crew like me? HAHAHAH!

2009-11-09T20:54:00.005+08:00

Taking one step at a time. Glad that retrenchment was just a false alarm.

The path I've been walking is really hard. Lucky i still have friends by my side.

Love Scandals. (L) *show teeths*

2009-11-08T23:56:00.001+08:00

Another session of Elderly drumming course done!

Age of Rock. Heart of Gold.

2009-11-05T23:28:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling so shagged ever since BPP Delifrance close down. It have been 3weeks. :(
And now. I'm facing another retrenchment. I really can't hold on much longer. :(

I really miss those times in Bukit Panjang Plaza Delifrance. :'(
Saw through the glasses of Delifrance. All i saw was concrete and sweet memories. Before i know it. I was an idiot full of tears walking pass. I still can't adapt to the change. :'( Hais.

2009-11-03T23:48:00.008+08:00

30 October. Went out with class cliques today. All of us skipped school just for the outing! Pretty awesome right! Went to watch movie at town, Jennifer's body. The show is pretty nice. But the story line is quite wired. Don't know how to explain as well. Some idiots were sitting at our sits during the movie. Which split most of us up. Curse those dumb people! Went to arcade for a few games and i head back first because i need to work. Reach work at 6.30. When i actually need to reach there at 3pm. HAHAHA!

31 October. Went to work. Actually have split shift. 1pm-3pm, 6pm-9pm. Woke up at 10 receive a message from my manager to report at 11am as the morning staff was sick. So i started at 11. Kitchen does not have enough people. So one staff went in. Split shift taken away. And i work for 10 hours instead of 5hrs. Pretty good ways of using there staff huh?!

1 November. Senior Citizen drumming sessions again. Visited two CC at one day. Very tiring! Due to all carrying the instruments from one place to another. Setting up the drum circle for them. This is the hard time. When our new and improve drums comes in. We are going to have a much easier time. I went off first as work does not have enough people in the kitchen. So i worked in my TPA uniform as i don't have the time to go back and change! AWESOME!

2 November. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNEDY! After school went to Plaza Singapura to meet Jacqueline and waited for Kennedy. He was late for 2hours! What the hell! We both were so hungry! We slack around and found a restaurant to dine at. Tomato Express! Food there is great! Not to forget cheap. :) Went for a few rounds of pool and home after that. I felt left out as we went in odd number. :( But it's ok. I still had fun! :) Sometimes i should not tell people what i think. And thats why i kept quiet.

Skipped school today. I was too tired. Went to work at 3pm. Blablabla. I had a fun day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEADACHE.

Good Bye! And Good Night!

p/s: I'm too lazy to upload all my photos!

2009-10-29T23:58:00.009+08:00

Satisfaction. And fuckyoufaction. Not to forget a little soul searching.

Satisfaction. School have been Drop Dead Awesome! I manage to finish two projects in one day. With the help of my friends of course. The Satisfaction is sibei song one lo. I feel that i can graduate from year one like my friends already. We have been helping each other in every way we can. But too bad you can't feel the bond that we are sharing. It's Drop Dead Awesome! They are my inspiration to go to school everyday. Without them. I really don't know what to do. My hard times in school are over. Now is time to enjoy. And make the best friendship with them. And it's a good start with a movie tml. :D

Fuckyoufaction. Fuck all the useless staff at NYNY. I guess they know who they are. If they don't. Fuck them with the knife sharper. Up in there ass. So they know how much a loser they are. I feel that I'm even wasting my energy typing this down. And it's such a waste to update it on my blog. I only feel happy working with the people i like to work with now. Without working with them. I think that those people that I'm talking about thinks that I'm one fucking cheebye. Who care you mother fuckers. I guess the management should fire them. We are better off without them. I rather work in kitchen that server with those oinky around. Oh ya. Worked Kitchen yesterday. Was Dead Awesome!

Have you ever been alone. And all you do is start thinking? About life? Soul Searching i guess.

My family have been house hunting for the past few days. Every night when i reach home. They are all drop dead tired. They have been really stress as they can't find a place for us to live in as our house have already been sold. And we need to start moving out. But through a hard time. They found a place with a bigger house too! I got to see my parents more clearly. Mum have been really worked out. She look more and more fragile by the day. Her hair looks whiter and whiter after stressful concern. My dad is so noisy and guailian. But inside. All he wants is a perfect family like others. He have been working really hard for the family. My mum always scold him. But he didn't do anything to start a quarral. My parents are the greatest. How i wish i can work more and make there life easier. And the old folks. Grandparents. FYI. I think the last time i saw them was at some birthday of my cousin. I miss them alot. I guess i need to visit them more often. I even heard that my grandpa needs to go for operation on his foot. I guess i should call them to concern. Or even visit them. I guess that all talk no action equals nothing.

Many of my friends told me I've grown up when I told them about my post. :)

2009-10-28T17:26:00.010+08:00

World record!!

I went to school three times straight this week already. And I'm sure i can make it tml and the day after that. As I've done my project not like Wei Siang and Zhi Rui which is going to be due tml. And Movie on Friday with classmates. I kinda like going to school now. Not to study that is. It's for friends.

Best thing in life. Is to have you beside me Syazwan.
Thanks for everything! I'm sure you are going to be so touched! :D

2009-10-25T21:59:00.011+08:00

Fuck! I'm seriously pissed.

I've had enough of my time shift being cut and replaced by other staff. Wait. Let me make it clear. Time shift being cut and replaced by staff that can't even serve customers with the proper attitude. If i was replaced by members of F4. I'll be more than happy as we share it among ourselves. But no. I was replaced by fucking education-less assholes that was once other outlet's dog. How can they replace me just like that? Just because they request doesn't mean you have to get it to them. I school and work at the same time for them. And this is how they treats me. I want to fuck off from that working place already. Fuck all this nonsense. Fuck all those useless staff. I just tendered my resignation at Delifrance and now this is happening to me. I'm feeling so shagged already. Hais. /-

I really miss Delifrance already. I feel so stupid that I've just started to Cherish it now. :'(
And today's Elderly drumming course was a tiring one. 2 sessions was horrible. :'( Tired.
School tomorrow again. Life is such a pain. I shall commit suicide now. Send my regards.

2009-10-24T13:25:00.009+08:00

My journey at Delifrance had ended. With one of the most awesome people in the world!
This is really something I'll reminiscence in the future of my life. It had already become part of my everyday. And now removing it from my life. Is going to be something really hard. :(

I have taken this elevator for the past 503days of my life in Delifrance.

Always forgiving. Always being neutral. Zahra'a. :)

Like Sister to me. Teaching me the way of gossip about customers. And love it! Sufiana. :)

Like Brother to me. But his nagging like my grandfather. Rahman. :)

Like Sister to me. And the nagging. You know it! :D

Like mother to me. Maam Olivia. :)

Boboy! Sir Chris. :) Really will miss all your lame jokes and funny actions. :(

She always bake really nice cookies and cakes like stuff for us. Shes really sweet! Kai Lin. :)

Ling Ling. My very fat sister! :D

Yan Nan + Ling Ling = The whole outlet of noise!

Shalin. Although i never get to see her often. But shes like a sister to me too! :)

Very kind heart. Always taking care of me during work. Suriati.

Linda. She have always been guiding me during the time i need her most! Thanks. :)

The state of Kitchen area before we went off.

Storage area. Hi Manisah!

Floor area.

Airport! Really gonna miss that smelly place. :(

Good bye Bukit Panjang Plaza Delifrance.

This is going to be the last time I'm wearing this shirt!

We went through many ups and downs. Till the end of the day. We are still really good friends. You guys are one of the best things that ever happened to me. Don't lose contact! I love you guys! Don't ever forget me. There's still many many things i want to say. But updating here have on sincerity. There's gonna be a time in the world. Good Bye.

I tendered my resignation already loh. It was really hard to finish writing.
But what do you know? Delifrance is fucking pathetic! Only the management i meant.
My friends there fucking rocks your balls! :D

More here. :) And the highlights on the closing down cum party! Here!

2009-10-18T23:48:00.006+08:00

5days left of Bukit Panjang Plaza Delifrance. And I'm not in the schedule for next week. Sad right? I can't even have a last sight of my outlet. :'( I'm really going to miss the family i have there. Although they might not treat me as one. But i just hope they know. I might not have a chance to tell them already. Even thought i was the one of two chinese there. They still treat me as nice as i was one of them. I really appricate it! I was being a bastard for skipping work for the past 2month. Given a schedule. And i skipped work causing them a hard time. I also don't know what went wrong. But I'm really sorry about it. Especially my managers. I know that life in Delifrance is easy. And I'm not going to take it for granted anymore. Joining NYNY made me see things more clearly. I guess it's Good Bye? Bukit Panjang Plaza Delifrance. ❤

Am i really seeking attention? I guess i haven't been myself lately. So many have happen.
I really need you by my side. But i know I'm living a lie till this very day. What to do?

2009-10-10T21:39:00.008+08:00

Watch Sorority Row with Shuba, Wei Shan, Fiona, Amelina and Zufatli during my 3hr split shift yesterday. It's so nice to meet up with them even thought we have already Graduated.

SORORITY ROW! The show is very well recommended by me. :D
Learn alot of things about life during the movie. I'm going to put what i watch into my life too.

Photo taken! 09102009.

Our Tickets. :D

WeiShan and Me. :)

Fiona and Me. At the Roof Garden.

Group Photo! :D I was trying to cover my NYNY logo. But i think the colour is too obvious right.

And a photo of the Popcorn Monster. Argh! :D

It's so nice of my friends to invite me to watch a movie with them. They are the greatest! :D
Have been working really hard for the pass week. Feeling so tired. But reward comes after that. :D I have been putting my best in things i have been doing. And i don't feel that my time have been wasted. My holiday is coming to an end. And next week. School will reopen. Hell starts again. Sob. I wish that my teachers can just fuck off from my class.

Working mates have been really nice to me. It's so nice to work with them. Today went to work. Nothing much. During split shift had Massive Beef Ribs with Abbey, Ralph and Jacq. Super nice and Sinful can? And each person only needs to pay $7. Damn reasonable. After eating i went kitchen to help out cum play. :D And went to buy 4D with Danny. I also got buy. I brought 1266. Because of a very lame reason. Hahaha. And watch him play a few rounds of arcade. Back to work after that. :D It was so not busy today. Sian. :/

I have so many random feeling when it comes to you. :/
Until the end. I know I'm living a lie. Hais. :(

2009-10-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

I carried 10kg and walked around Suntec City for 5hrs. I guess I've been slim down already!
I'm so tired after my day. And I'm seriously sick now. But i can't stop. I have many things to do.
Hais. What kind of life is this? A teenager's?

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

A week of 3 sentence post. Hope you guys aren't sick of it. I'm feeling so emotional this few days. I don't even know what happen. 3 words this time. Life goes on. I'm so sick and tired. :(

Caught a movie with Nerd today. Thanks Anjuan for helping me to buy the movie tickets and recommending Surrogate to me. Really have no idea that to watch :D

SURROGATE! The show was really nice. The story line is quite messy at the starting. But near the ending. All the truth is out, and i understand everything. Felt quite stupid at the start thought. Heehee! Everyone should watch it. And i just noticed that my nuffnang is adverting Surrogate. Such a coincident. I enjoyed my time with Nerd. But not the waiting time. D:

Actually i have to change more NETS machine today. But i felt sick half way and i stopped. Ask Jason to help me with the rest of my machine as i was really sick. Thanks Jason! Went to NYNY to have a rest. They told me that they are short of staff. So i went to work after the movie.

Finally i can have a rest. I'm off for two days. Now what should i do?

2009-10-05T00:13:00.005+08:00

Can't believe it. Outlet is really closing this time. They started moving out whats in the outlet.

Hais. Bukit Panjang Plaza Delifrance. It had been a nice 1year 3month and 29days so far.
I'm not going to get transferred. It's the end of the story for me and Delifrance. Good Bye.

2009-10-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

It's not how much you do it what counts. It's how well you does it that really matters.
I'm involved in so many thing now. I'm getting pretty tired of not managing them well.
My soft heart is telling me to quit those that i dislike. But i know that I'll hurt the one i love.

2009-10-03T02:49:00.005+08:00

It's so depressing that i need to wake up so early in the morning even on weekends.
My life seriously suck big time. Sometimes I'm really pissed off by some people around me.
Hais. And again. This is life and i didn't blame my family or god for reincarnating me here.

2009-10-02T00:54:00.002+08:00

It feels like how others told me and warn me about the out come.

I should have believe them in the first place and took the advise.
Instead of getting hurt and pouring down on myself thinking randomly. Hais.

2009-10-01T14:59:00.006+08:00

I always hope to find inspiration. But this time. I hope that inspiration finds me.
Argh. It feels horrible to sleep for 12hrs and work right after that. Feeling no life sia.
Working hard for money. Money is so important to people right? Ok shut for being random.

2009-09-30T16:11:00.004+08:00

Having a brother is like not having one. This brother of mine treats others better than me.
It really envy me to see others siblings having such good relationship with each other.
How i wish the amount of caring he gives me is more than the amount blood we shared. Hais.

2009-09-29T22:56:00.006+08:00

Holiday! No it's the same.

As you guess know may know. My holidays have started and a week have past. Man it tiring. Been working hard to save money for the things i want. There is just so many things.

Start of with Saturday. :D 26th.

Guess it?! Another performance with the Symphonic Percussion. This time round was an outdoor performance. We were not prepared for it. As we thought it was inside Community Center as most performance have been there. Lucky things turned out well. Performance was Well Done! We were actually not very tired. But the weather is so damn HOT?!!?

After the performance it was running late for our lorry man. The guy that transport our instrument was rushing off to his friends wedding. So we kept our instrument and he went off! He told us that we can keep the instrument tml. So the 8 of us went for dinner together!

Well, we just went to a very typical Tampines Kopitiam for dinner. The Kopitiam was full of people. And i really meant full of people!! We were like so terrorist. As our bags was full of things. They actually looks like bomb. HAHAHA! But we manage to find a sit that was good for the 8 of us together! Was nice having dinner with them.

SP = Yik Heng, Sharon, Kenny, Benjamin, Mei Gui, Hong Ming, Wei Xiang and Me!

Trademark smile by Symphonic Percussion!

Another one. :) Mei Gui was the one taking photo. So you didn't get to see her here. Hahaha.

And no it's not the end of the day. I went back to NYNY to find my working mates. Yanru and Jacqueline came down as well. We were planning to watch movie and we were extremely lucky that there was a time slot just nice for us after few game in the arcade.

We watched "The Ugly Truth". I don't know how to explain the movie. It's awesomely nice!

Cam-wore after the movie. :D

Yanru ran towards this shot! HAHAHA! :D

The NYNY team. (L)

Heres another one. :D

The F4!

Welcome to the NYNY family Shahidah and Michel.

And no it's not the end of the day yet. We went to 302 for supper with my brother, Jiajun, Jacuqeline, Yanru. Sahidah and Michel went off first. They were so lucky due to F1. The train service was extended.

So the five of us just chit-chat, gossip and talk rubbish there. It was reaching 3am. And we all headed home after that.. It was really a long day. I had so much fun! :)

Photo credited to JJ and Me! :D

Sunday. 27th. I had only 3hours of sleep as we were slacking the previous day. I actually plan of skipping work. But there was not enough staff. So i still went. I was feeling so shagged. I got a customers complain too. :( Because of some stupid reasons i don't wish to mention. Work till 2.30pm. And i rushed off to NYNY at 3pm. Nothing much really happen at work. Home at 11pm. And I'm really tired already. Feeling really shagged.

Monday. 28th. Morning shift at Delifrance again. And NYNY in the afternoon. The same things happen. And there comes another two new staffs. Worked with one already. And it's like shit! Hais. Wasting money on people that doesn't know how to work. Tsktsk.

There was a nice sight at work yesterday. It was a little girls birthday. And her name is Mandy. She is such a well brought up girl. She had an Awesome big birthday cake. We sang Birthday song for her! And she was really happy. :) She cut the cake. And she came to us for side plate. After a while. She came toward each of us with a slice of cake in her hand. She is really something that you don't get to see in most of the customer. *touched*

I'm so tired. I almost fainted. Really shagged already.

Today. I slept for 12hours. And it's still not enough. I'm still feeling really tired. Hais. I'll update my blog more often. I have been updating, just that i have been deleting more than updates. Sicko minded la. I've change the looked here. Hope you readers like it. And I've stop updating about Korean stuff here. I've been viewing and keeping them to myself. HAHAHA! Don't want to share with you guys already. I'll just update about my life here more. :D

Ok. That's the end of my entry. Hope you guys are still here! :D Good Bye.

2009-09-25T02:27:00.010+08:00

How pathetic is that? I forgotten my onsugar's password. LOL! I think i better start to concentrate on one email than many others. It's getting messy even thought i have only 3 emails. I shall create a new onsugar when i have the time. It's really easy eh. Haha.

Ok, my onsugar is no more. Say good bye to ah-huang-times3.onsugar.com
I'll update my fancraze here for the time being. So please bear with me. :D

`

This is Super Junior. The one and only.

This is a piece of crap done by. Numero. _l_

2009-09-24T00:21:00.005+08:00

It's time. Delifrance is Pathetic.

After working in Delifrance for 1year and 3months. Knowing all the crap they give to customers. I jump to the conclusion of believing that Delifrance is really pathetic myself. Many people have told me that before. But i never choose to lose hope in Delifrance. But after working 15hours on Hari Raya. I saw everything clearly with my own eyes.

Lets talk about the food they produce for the customer. Basically it's just raw and frozen produces that are brought from the factories. Everything is prepared there. And putting them all together into bags. And freezing them. When needed. Microwave before serving. Making sure that it's completely defrost. And serving them customers that dines in. Feeling stupid of what you have eaten? I have been having that for the pass 1year+. Just think of all the radiation that have been eaten. Tsktsk. And don't make me start talking about their presentation on the food.

I don't know how to describe the failure that i think of Delifrance. It's just a free money load to me now. It's that damn Pathetic. Believe it, or not. It's still giving BPP Delifrance promotion training when it's closing down. Money wasting? Yeah. It's the same as burning them. Might as well close it tml i guess. We are really not earning money. Hais. And i doubt i want to get tranfered now.

2009-09-22T01:26:00.007+08:00

Watch this. It's hilarious!

Part:1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUF6f83jclI&feature=player_embedded.

Part:2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASr5GcuDHug&feature=player_embedded.

Cute kids aren't they? Wishes to have kids too. Teehee. :D

I've updated my onsugar too. Do check it out.

2009-09-18T23:49:00.005+08:00

I'm back! I know you missed me! Right right. :D

Was a really tiring week. I have only been having 6hrs of sleep. Sometimes even lesser. Schooling and Working. Going out of home early and reaching home late. Felt really depress to have a life like this sometimes. But I'm really happy that there are people that cares and take cares of me. In school and at work. Thanks guys. You guys are awesome. :D

I have been inside the kitchen for a few days this week. I was learning some of the things inside as i think that the life as a server is really boring. As you have to listen to customers nagging at you. Show fucking attitude that we don't deserve. Kitchen is better for me. I learn alot of things inside. And there are more to learn i guess. If i have the time there. Now at NYNY, even the cleaner have left. People sure have been changing alot. There was interview for 5-7 people. All does not have an experience. I guess death is coming for me. So sad that everyone is leaving. And before you know it. I'm the next out of the list. Tired tired tired. Having really heavy eye bags now. Hais. Life goes on.

Stenli treated me and Yanru to lunch at Double Bay last Thursday. She brought us there to get some experience (spying on there servers) and it was her previous job there as a manager. The place is so glorious! The food was awesome. The service was fabulous. It's really FINE-DINING there! Enjoyed the time there alot. Thanks Sten. *Something that should not be tolded* Slack slack around and we head to work together. Was inside the kitchen for me. :D

I guess I'll be updating really little from now onwards. For a guy like me. I think that blogger is getting more and more lame. Diao. I'll try to update more often la. And... 3weeks of holiday. Here i come! (L)

2009-09-13T02:47:00.014+08:00

HAVE A BREAK. HAVE A KIT-KAT!

After long hours of schooling and working. Finally i have a break. Went to Sentosa with part of the F4 clan! :D The day started with breakfast at 302 with Jacqueline and Yanru. :) Noodles were nice! We head to NYNY to help out with opening after that! Ended cutting onions in the kitchen. Haha. After that train to VivoCity to meet my brother and took the 'LRT/MRT' to Sentosa! Jiajun and Kennedy couldn't make it. Sad sia. But we still have lots of fun although there was just the four of us. :) Volleyball and Monkey was fun. And so was the part where we jumped into the sea. Tanning under the scorching sun feels awesome!

Dinner at NYNY City Link after which. Jiajun was able to make it as he was with his Girlfriend near to Suntec. We ordered alot! Giant Yankee Burger, Meat Platter. There were Floats given to us free also! As we know the manager there. Heehee! We had up sized of Meat Platter and many special request. Hahaha. But we were very friendly and so was the manager. The two platters were Super Sinful and the Floats were Da Bomb! We saw our GM there too! And we were all hiding from him as we were afraid that he will scold us for not working and coming out together. Hahaha. But instead he praised us for being able to hang out together happily and others stuffs. Can't remember as he talked too much already. He was really generous and super awesome! We even took photos with him! :D It was an awesome day! Theres more to come. :D

At the beach. Not much photos. As the camera man was reading newspaper only. -.-"

Giant Yankee!

Meat Platter! (up sized!)

I had an awesome day! Thanks Girls!

p/s: My NY brothers and sisters very diao loh! Hahaha. Love you guys!

Sorry Symphonic.

2009-09-12T00:42:00.019+08:00

Calamity, regard, time.

Time sure pass slowly when you are busy. There are so many things in life that i need to do and accomplish. Calamity happened. I reborned my hair My hair looks like i just finish my shower and walking around. I hate my hair la. But can't be helped. What done have been done i guess. Sad. Miss my hair alot. :(

I have been in such good bonding with NYNY clique and siblings. Jianhui, Jacqueline, Jiajun, Yanru and Me have been like the best! Hahaha. We have a group for ourselves already. F4! Something like Boys Over Flowers! Hahaha. Working with them is just plain awesome! And slacking through the night with them is a must after a hard day at work! :D To F4!

Many people have left NYNY. First was Julius and John. Now is Abbey and Cherry. Part timers come and go. One going after another. And before you know it. It's me after everyone. (copy yanru post sia). I just feels the same way la. I do miss them already. :( Wish them all the best i guess. Love you all! Don't miss me. :')

And everything have been going well with my friends in school. I'm Lovin it! We even went to watch G.Force after school today. Awesomeness's outing. Which made me late for work. HAHAHA! :D Pfft. G.Force?! Super Nice lo. Well Recommended to watch! The overgrown hamsters are so cute. And not to forget the mole. Hahaha. Watch it for yourself. I bet you will love how the cockroaches dance and making their wings as disco-ball! Ewww. Shiny..

Time i spent in Delifrance sure was short. But i enjoyed every moment there. Hey Girls. It's fasting month. So please stop curse and swearing the customers although they are really a pain in the ass! Hahaha. Especially assyoueffwhy! And i hope Manisah's hair will look good after reborning! Take Care guys. :)

A really nice sight i saw at work. (NYNY)

The sight come with this young boy and his grandmother. It was a busy day. And there was a long queue. This family came to have dinner. And i was the usher. When i saw the old lady standing unstably. I offered her a sit first. So the young boy holds onto his grandma's hand and support her to sit down. And after she sat. The boy stands by her side chatting with her in hokkien. I offer him some candy floss for the wait. And he gives to his elder brother first. Whom was waiting in the queue. And i gave him another one. He gave to his grandma. Which they shared it! I think that her is a very knowledgeable child to be able to do that at a young age. After i got them a table. The young boy was helping her with all he can. So they sat down and started eating. He was still by his grandma side. Helping her to get more water from me. And when i was clearing the table. He was the only one that was helping me with things. He was just around 10years old if I'm not wrong. And using those tiny hands of his. He carried the very heavy plates for me and thank me after which. I can see the kindness in his heart. And when he grows up. I bet he is going to be a fine young man.

Onsugar too. :)

I guess....

2009-09-10T14:28:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8GLDXq9ApM

WTF are the fans doing? They were all chasing him away just because of some stupid scandal and netizens stuffs. And creating some anti-jay on the forum board. And when he leaves. All his fan was crying and begging at the airport trying to hold him back. What for now? When there is a scar already. Poor Jay. :(

Jaebeom - 2PM

You will always be a great singer in ones heart. Maybe the future ve good for you. :)

2009-09-09T23:59:00.011+08:00

SYCO ♥

It's 090909 today. As a member of SYCO before.
I was requested to update this from some of the members.
As a love we give to SYCO. (Singapore Youth Chinese Orchestra)
It feels really nice that they still remembers me. :)

-------------------------------------------------------

And i saw this through twitter.
Today is 090909.
252nd day of the year ( 2+5+2 = 9).
and a Wednesday in September.
both of them are made of up 9 letter words. Cool or what?

2009-09-07T17:06:00.007+08:00

I don't see the point in life.

I hate school. Actually, i like going to school. Not for the studies. But for my friends. I hate my teachers. I seriously hate them to the core. It's there fault that I'm not progressing well. And the chance of getting retain. Is sky high. My exams is this week and here i am still skipping school. I don't know what to do. I've run out of ideas. :(

Work have been in my life for the time that I've been skipping school. I have been in NYNY for the pass few months. People have been giving me much amount of concern and care for me! I'm really glad. Many people are going off already. Abby mama. And Cherry. They found a new job with better pay. We are happy for them too! :) Mama gave me a call in the morning. Was happy to hear from her. :) Why does all the nicer people have to go? And now. Our outlet have been taken over by a female manager. We seriously hate her. She gives off free pussy. *thats what riya saided.* HAHAHA! I think so too.

I gave up hope in Delifrance. I hate working there. I have been spending my weekends there once and only per week. The job is so suckish. I hate feeling of shorthanded when there was not enough staff. And dumb customers that keep coming in by themselves. Is the usher stand too small for them to see? Fuck all those dumb customers that came before. I'll be finding a new job to replace Delifrance after the end of September. And the new OM is one cutie! :) But no one can replace Ma'am Angie. Chris and Olivia. :)

I was glad i had an off day today. I was back to fan craziness. More here. And i skipped school again. Heard there was test.. Doubt I will pass. Off jogging. Bye world.

Please give more support!

www.ah-huang-times3.onsugar.com

2009-09-04T23:46:00.015+08:00

School is bad! Schooling friends is good!

Lesson was a pile of shit! *skip skip* Went for bowling session! Thanks to rain! During SnW lesson. It started raining. Hall was prepared for examination. We have no place to held our SnW lessons. And we are dismissed. :)

This time. Only 4 of us went. Syazwan, Jason, his boyfriend and me. Played only three rounds. I have work and i went home first. Bowling session was fun as usual. Bus home. Saw Kennedy on the bus. Nothing much about that. Random la.

Syazwan's and mine! :)

Jason and his boyfriend's.

I own the first match. But lose the second and third. HAHAHA! Actually i didn't have the mood to play as i was too tired due to work last night. Was glad that i didn't wasted today.

Random photo at work! Say hi to Eri everyone! :)

I know you guys miss me. So heres a photo of a healthy, strong and able to kick ass JX!
And i support the newest girl korean team now too! f(x). Lachata. Amber is just so hot!
Good Night world! Remember to support k? www.ah-huang-times3.onsugar.com